Bah.
I have some advice. When dealing with men who have children..make sure you know what you are getting yourself into ok? Make sure youre strong enough to deal with the ex, the child in question, the baggage in general, and the feeling of being uncertain and worried. If you dont like the sound of this..its time to move on. Well, unless you are deeply in love with the guy like I am…then, well, youre fucked.
I’ve been realizing lately how starved I am for God. When I pray..its the only time a day I feel whole and at ease. Which for someone like me..who has anxiety and depression, is an amazing feeling. I need Him more than ever, I have also realized.
The stress of moving from home, from all I know..with Ian’s baby mama drama..jobs, money, and maybe moving again..its been so hard. Hard in a way I know only God can help me now. I want to feel whole again. And only God has the answers.
In other news Ians parents made me roast and got me socks for my bday..i love them hahaha
